i wish i DEAD instead of him..

oke..

dis artcle is specially dedicated 2 ma beloved brother..

owh..

i dunno if i can survive anymore..

ati akak mane yg x sdih ble tgok adek tcayang..

yang paginye sihat bukan main..

kaki buleh sepak2 bola..

tangan leh2 main tampar2..

tup2..

tanggal 4/12/2010 tepat 2.30 petang..

ak dapat call dr kak long..

cakap adek ak xcdent..

Ya Allah..lam ati ak bdoa tok die..

da la time 2 ak de praktikl motosikal..

al maklumla..baru na amek lesen..huu..

dpan org ramai ak nangis..mraung..

stgah jam kot pas 2..

kak long amek ak kat driving school tuh..

lam ati ak ckp adek ak msti sikit je xcdnt..

lam kete k long pegang tgn ak..

die ckp..

" sabar ngah..sabar..din teruk sgt,,terukk..k long ta leh tgok die.."

arh!!ak x caye..ak na tgok adek ak tuh dlu,,

smpai2 kat emergncy room,,.

ak ngn k long masok..

YA ALLAH...baru ak tau condition adek ak cane..

ak rase nak pitam..rebah..

ak pegi dkat die yg tbaring tas katil yg pnuh ngn wayar..

darah mlimpah2 tas katil tuh..

cadar yg wane putih jadik wane merah..

YA ALLAH,,adek ak,,

sgt sdih mase tuh..mulut die koyak..

ak denga die mraung sakit2 lam keadaan ta sedar..

ak p kat die..ak ckp.." DIN..SABA..K NGAH ADE NI DIN...SABA..K NGAH SYG DIN"..

bderai air mate ak mase tuh..dktor ckp akk ignore je die..

tuh symptom org pas xcdent..hmmm..lam ati bapak la sdih..

kalo mama ngn abah nmpak keadaan nih..haru biru..

lam klam kabut tuh ha..

ak tye dktor..bape percent adek saye..

dktor ckp..

akk bdoa jela..

chances 30% je..

YA ALLAH..skali lagi ak rase cm dunia ak da berakhir..

dr kol 230 masuk emgncy room..smpaila kol 12 mlm..

tgu punye tgu..

smpai satu saat tuh ak tsgat sdih..

abah ckp kat mama..

mama..kite kne bsdia la..kalo ape2 jadi..tuhan nak amek nyawe die ke..

Ya Tuhan..

baru jek pagi tuh kami sembang2 same b4 die kua..

baru je duk gurau2..usik2..btapa kejap je tuhan bagi kami ujian nih.

alhmdulillah..adek ak survive..

slmt lam opertion pas gune 8 pin drah jenis 0..

 ak amt btrima kasih to that unknown..

tp smpai skang..adik ak xleh jalan agi..

nampak cam parah je..tgan xleh agkat agi..

tp xpela..yg penting die slamt,,

ak syg die sgt..

n i wish i were the 1 who went through dat situation instead of him..

n to the person yg langgar adik ak..

n ta penah tunjuk pom muke..

mlawat ke ape..

ta pe lah..kami 1 family x dendam pom..

we hope tuhan akn kasi balasn stimpal kat akhirat..

luahan hati..

do respect n love ur parents

em..

fer all of us..

parents is da most important asset dat we ave in our life..

respect..

fuhh..is it hard fer us to respect ur own parents?

y shud u being "ank derhaka" ??

u said that u wan to take care of ur parents..

but wat had hppened??

there is no such TAKE CARE at all..

instead u tarnish ur parents dignity!

ergh!!

wat the fish..

there s no need fer u to cry in front of us!!

there s no use at all..

em..

dunno wat to say anymore bout u..

shit..

bullshit oll of dis things

fer me..

U DONT DESERVE LIFE.

better die!

marah

Valentine Day

okeh..

kali ni aq nak cakap sal valentine lak ah..

mmg aa dlu mcm olmost every year aq clbrate bnde alah ni during my relationshp with "him".

so.

naseb baek la dat thing between us had ended n skang da tbukak ati..

DOSE clbrte VALENTINE ni ha.

mmg aa sjak dr dlu ag da tau an VALENTINE ni dose..

tp ttp na wat jugak..

KNP?

sb..lam ati ckp..

ala,,ilek aa..

wish je pom..

bukan ade pe pom kan..

hehehe..

btp siotnye dlu AQ time zaman JAHILIAH.

huhu..

saban taun an..

kite tgok..ramai bby kne buang cam g2 jek..

mcm xdek nilai..

ha..sb 2 la valentine ni ta plu2 la nak smbut..

kalo nk smbut 2 kompen aa due2 je duk kan,

tup2..

9 bulan dr skang..byk la lahirnye bby2 yg x bdose lgsong..

huhu..

so..

KAWAN2..

TA YA LA NK CLBRATE VLNTINE NI YERP..=)

tmbah dose je..

pesanan  BY : 

damn. so sory..

okeh..

em..post kali ni mmg aq wat khas tok org tuh..

aq syg kat org 2..

tp na wat cane..

lots of things happen lately..

n..

just wanna say dat..

im so sory..

fucking damn sory..

watever hapen just bear dat..

aq syg ko lagi..=)

ha..

lagu aishiteru ni tok org tuh..

=p

p/s chill laar..pnjg g mase bro...=)

Kontest Blog Cun.Lawo.Kemas.

okeh..

aq agak2 blog ak ni da ckup da kriteria na masok kontest ni ha..

hehe.

pape..

sesape na masok gak..

leh aa dptkan seme info2 kat cni yerp..

http://norsyuhadajohan.blogspot.com/2011/01/kontest-blog-cunlawokemas.html

okeh..

cni korg yg ak tag taw,,

miss bunkface

syazana liyana

maber

atin

nak ikut mak bapak ke x?

okeh...

ai ni..tanggal 5 ai bulan 2 2011.

ak tlah slamt la smpai kat mktab tcayang..

huhu..

rase cam nak holiday agi aa.huu..

cdih rasenye.

jap jer rase mase blalu..

huu..

okeh..kat cni bukannye nak cakap sal holiday..

em.. TERPAKSA @ DIPAKSA?

PLIHAN HATI @ IBU BAPAK??

aih..

okeh..kalo uols agak2 plih sdri atau plihan kuarge??

oke..masing2 ade pndapat sdri an..

ade yg kate mak bapak noe da besh fer their child rite??

tp ade gak yg kate plihan hati yg de besh sb yg nak kawen 2 kite..

bukan mak bapak kan?hihihi..

PILIHAN KUARGA??

okeh..kat cni aq na kaci 1 situasi..

si Gadis ni da break pom ngn ex bf dier..

den jumpe ngn sum1 yg die btol2 slesa ble kua..

sesame jenjalan..mmg masuk btol la ngn prgai die ni ha..

si Gadis ni syg la sgt2 kat pkwe baru ni ha..

tp tut2..

bawak jumpe mak Gadis 2 ha..

xdpt approval..trase patah hati..

den scare ta sgaje c Gadis ni kawan ngn sorg lagi si Truna..

agak alim..sopan sntun sume2 ade laa..

tp kalo si Gadis kua ssame si Gadis trase mcm ta selesa btoll..

tp yg mgejutkan si Gadis ni ha..

parents suke gle kat mmat bru knal ni ha,,

ble si bf ksygan si Gadis ni taw..

mmg la patah ati ka..

ta pasal2 de krisis..

emm..uols agak2 mane 1 bgus?

                                                                                                   p/s #ta kawen tak pe x?hihi..#